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My username came from the song "Passion/Sanctuary" by Utada Hikaru on the Kingdom Hearts 2 video game.












Passion Japanese Version: Sanctuary English Version:

wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I

Omoidaseba haruka haruka
Mirai wa doko mademo kagayaiteta
Kirei na aozora no shita de
Bokura wa sukoshi dake obieteta

Natsukashii iro ni
Mado ga somaru

Mae wo muitereba mata aemasu ka
Mirai wa doko edemo tsudzuiterunda
Ookina kanban no shita de
Jidai no utsuroi wo miteitai na

Nido to aenu hito ni basho ni
Mado wo akeru

Omoidaseba haruka haruka
Mirai wa doko mademo kagayaiteta
Kirei na aozora no shita de
Bokura wa itsu mademo nemutteita

Zutto mae ni suki datta hito
Fuyu ni kodomo ga umareru sou da
Mukashi kara no kimari koto wo
Tama ni ukagaitaku naru yo
Zutto wasurerarenakatta no
Nengajou wa shashin tsuki kana
Watashitachi ni dekinakatta koto wo
Totemo natsukashiku omou yo

(All my fears and all our lies)

Aozora no shita...


wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)

In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight.

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)

My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie

Wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)

What's left of me
What's left of me now


I watch you fast asleep,
All I fear means nothing


In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight.

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)

My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie.

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)

What's left of me
What's left of me

snwod dna spu ynam os
(so many ups and downs)

My heart's a battleground
snoitome owt deen I
(I need two emotions)

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)

snoitome owt need I
(I need two emotions)
You show me how to see,
That nothing is whole and nothing is broken,


In you and I there's a new land
Angels in flight

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)

My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)

What's left of me
What's left of me now
My fears, my lies
Melt away...
wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
(I need more affection than you know)







 
 
 
 
 
 










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So, I'm broke right now.... But that is okay.

I was going to take Kona to the vet tomorrow, but I don't have the money. I'll take her in two weeks, when I get paid. She just needs to go to get her luekemia shot, but since she's strictly an indoor cat it isn't too urgent.

I start work in a couple of days. I'm pretty excited about that. I work from 5pm to close on Friday. They said the black slacks I have are fine, even though the handbook said khakis. Hopefully I'll be getting my shirt tomorrow, or the next day. I ordered a polo from Landsend.com.

Speaking of jobs, my other job, working for Banana Marketing (a internet-run business), just isn't working out. I work for 3 people. My boyfriend, and his two aunts. A few days ago, I wrote an entry about not being able to use the truck, well that truck belongs to my employer. She gave me $25 to take a cab, which I took to be a solution to not being able to use the truck. The next day, they told me "Oh by the way, we took $30 out of your paycheck". Which, is completely illegal to take money from an employee's check without giving them notice. Plus, 2 months ago, I got a $1 raise. That raise has not been changed in the payroll, so I am still getting my $8 an hour. So, my last paycheck was short just over $60.

I am most likely going to be putting in my two weeks. Either for this paycheck, or the next. I'm working at GameStop part time, which will be enough until I have another part time job. I may try at blockbusters. I will get put onto a fixed schedule, or try to, at GameStop and then turn in an application at Blockbuster for the remaining part of the day. I may wait a month before I do that, since I will be getting a new kitten in the next month.

Anyways. It is getting late, it is 1:30am for me. So, this shall be all for now. More updates to come.
 
 
 
 
 
 
she went to the vet for the first time yesterday, and just wasn't a happy camper. They took her stitches out from when she was spayed, then they looked in her ears and found mites. So they took a swab test and put some ear drops in her ears. After that, they checked her for fleas, and guess what?! She has fleas, so they gave her frontline. Then, they did culture test for fungal problems, and I won't find out the results for another couple weeks. After that, they checked her poop for worms, and she has round worms. So, they gave her a pill for that. Then, they gave her her last kitty shot which was why we went there in the first place. She wasn't happy at all.

This visit costed me roughly $250.00.

About 3 hours after we got home, she started vomiting and did so about 5 or 6 times. I took her back to the vet's office where they kept her for observation for a couple hours. They gave her 2 more shots. One to keep her hydrated, and then a benadryll shot.

So, that was my Kona's day yesterday. Luckily, she's up and feeling well now.
 
 
 
 
 
 




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Well, for the past few days I've been cleaning like crazy! I've gotten pretty much all of it done.

On Sunday, Austin and I went to the laundro-mat and he spent about $30.00 on it. We were there for 2 or 3 hours, if we hadn't gone it would have taken me 3 or 4 days at least to wash all of our clothes. We still have about 3 or 4 loads to wash.

Then on Monday, I cleaned up a lot of the house. We also bought Austin's daughter's plane ticket out here. Oh yeah, did I forget to mention that? She's coming here to visit for almost 2 weeks. I'm pretty excited about that, and nervous as well. I've never met her. But, I'm sure everything will go well when she arrives. So, I cleaned up a lot.

Then, Tuesday was also spent cleaning. I've got most of the front room cleaned up. Just need to do a bit more of cleaning, move a few things into storage, take out some trash, and then vaccuum. Then I'll be done. I also went to the doctor's today. Worst friggin appointment I have had in two years. At least I have a while before I have to go in again.

Wednesday, I went to DMV with Austin.

Both Thursday and Friday was spent cleaning, and now I am maybe close to halfway done with cleaning my apartment. The place is looking good, and as soon as its completely clean I think it will be time to take some pictures. Hehe.

So, other than that not much else is new. I've talked to my friend Grant almost everyday this week. He got a seperation from his wife.

Austin and I are doing great. He loves the presents I gave him, but misplaced the ring while we were cleaning. So, now we get to find it. This month is our 18 month anniversary. Its hard to think we've been together for a year and a half, it doesn't seem like that long. I love him with all my heart.
We can't really afford to go to dinner this month, because of bills and his daughter coming, but thats ok. And the surprise he's getting me is going to be a little bit late, but I don't really mind. I don't expect presents from him, I just like being able to buy him nice things because he does so much for me.

I bought more scrapbooking paper yesterday, and finally got my scrapbooking cart. Now I can organize my scrapbooking supplies. I'll take a picture of my workarea when its cleaned and organized....I'm thinking of moving it into the other room, depending on how much room it will take, only because its so dark in our room. Austin is moving his desk to the corner, and I may move it to where his desk is because my desk is smaller. If I do make this change, it might only be temporary it might not be.

I have an appointment for an eye exam on Monday at 11:30am. It would be great to be able to see again. Its only going to cost me $40.00.

But thats all thats new in my life. I'm going to go get dressed now and finish up some cleaning....
Anyways, earlier I made a post about apartments, and I think it could work. At least for a bit. I'd be happier away from his aunts. If we do end up staying, I'm going to try to get back into school....at least take a class or two. Maybe make some new friends, since I don't have many in Sacramento anyways....We may just stay here. But don't you all worry, I'll come to visit as often as possible....
 
 
 
 
 
 
Well, as of know I don't know if we'll be moving back to Sacramento....It keeps going back and forth from moving to staying....I really wanna move back home, but I don't know if that will be happening....I miss my family and my friends, what few I have, and I wanna move back for college....Austin would be able to work this job from anywhere, but will have less hours so he'd need to get another job. I think he'd be happier back in Sacramento, without Kim breathing down his neck while he sleeps....I got all excited to move, and we're unsure of if we're gunna be doing it or not...The other day Aus was all ready to leave a.s.a.p. but once again something was promised to him. The aunts said they'd get him a car, which he'd be SHARING. I'll believe it when I see it. They've told him so much, and I don't see a lot of it happening, actually I've seen nothing put into action.

If we do move, I want to be gone by the time it starts snowing. I HATE the snow. And I hate this heat/humidity. I hate living downstairs from the aunts, and that they run our lives...

I just wanna go home...